

Shall We Play Out The Day?Moms got a boyfriend Dads on the run Sister missed her birth control Brothers drugs are fun. Food stamps sold for pot Running low on life Im silly slitting wrists In my hands a knife Not knowing when ill eat But sure of when ill die Im getting even closer Always asking why? Mom and dad are fighting Mommy always wins.. We tried to talk to God To forgive us for our sins The drugs, they dont help They feed off my delight I use them everyday It never seemed so right..Shall We Play Out The Day?


Crank.Are you as broken as me? A trail of disgrace follows the silhouette I cast. It torments my soul from sunrise till sunset. The only joy I get is out of the next hit I take. Its pathetic. Im pathetic. The strength I built up inside my core to deafeat the addiction. Its quickly silenced by the extreme high I consume into my system.Crank.


Anguish.Can you feel it..The temptation reaping over yourAnguish.
shoulder, breathing down your back. Its threatening your every move, and you cant do a thing.
The voices, in your head, saying "Its ok, it was an accident.." and your heart wanting to believe it because it cant handle the truth..
Your dieing on the inside, faking it on the out. Day by day you pretend, pretend to be something your not.
You'll force a little smile and walk on out the door. You'll think of ways to get yourself out of it before you reach your destination..
When the days over


unspoken thoughts.one. the clouds suffocate me.unspoken thoughts.
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two. if hope is in the air and humans breathe it, then
is something wrong with my lungs?
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three. my thoughts are a maze, and i am
lost.
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four. my dreams forgot to leave the night light on, and
nightmares snuck in the back door.
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five. i try to speak but i think i've lost my
voice.
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six. we used to be fireworks, the rainbow casc
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